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[honoumiko]

My god.
I don't even remember if I expected it to be this painful. It hasn't hit me like this in a really long time... probably since I first left for here. I wish I could just teleport to Baltimore, and come back here in the morning for my classes. I just want to be held. I dunno how I'm gonna deal with these next few days. This is unbearable.

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[ryujinn.livejournal.com]

T T
*hugs*

[honoumiko.livejournal.com]

Thanks... :)

[sleeping-sand.livejournal.com]

Ack... I know exactly how you feel and as a result, can give you no useful advice on how to make it better. Distractions don't always work, but you can give it a try... moping/crying with loud music is never a bad idea, but it can get in the way of other things... all I can recommend is blindly looking towards the next time you'll be together again. Say that no matter what, things will be ok then, and in the meantime it's about getting through every minute before then. And when you've got that stability, you can say, "Let me make this minute fun, or this minute productive," etc. Each minute that passes brings you closer, so you can feel safer using a few to make yourself feel good or do schoolwork or sing. I hope it gets better!

[honoumiko.livejournal.com]

Thanks... :) I wrote. Then felt a lot better. Then I got everything done today and went out with friends. I think a lot of the problem was also that I hadn't been out in a while and all I could feel was how much I missed him and there was no distraction whatsoever.... watching the Robin Williams Live on Broadway DVD, however, is a hilarious distraction indeed. :)